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   a fost o vreme cand negam orice influenta pozitiva a ratiunii in viata
omului. atunci consideram (si intr-un fel inca mai cred ca aveam dreptate sa fac
asta) ca ratiunea nu face decat sa incalceasca, sa deruteze, sa franeze
sentimentele frumoase ale omului.
   intre timp parerea mea despre ratiune s-a schimbat destul de mult ca urmare a
experiemtelor personale si a explorarii interioare asidue pe care le-am efectuat.
   astfel am ajuns sa descopar modalitati extrem de utile de a folosi ratiunea.
   am incercat sa-mi dau seama ce ma deprima si sa incerc sa combat acele cauze.
am pornit de la ideea ca foarte multe sentimente pleaca de la baze pur fizice.
sunt anumite substante care joaca un anumit rol si daca substantele alea lipsesc
sau sunt in exces apar dereglari. astfel am realizat ca sunt doua mari cauze
care ma deprima: sa mananc carne, iar aceasta cauza am combatut-o renuntand
(mult mai usor decat ma asteptam) la a manca asa ceva; a doua cauza era
oboseala. mi-am dat seama ca, cu cat sunt mai obosit cu atat predispozitia spre
deprimare apare.
   ratiunea mi-a fost de mare ajutor zilele astea…este a treia noapte in care
lucrez si adunat nu cred ca am dormit mai mult de 9 ore ziua…ceea ce pentru
mine este putin avand in vedere ca toata noaptea nu am stat deloc si nu am avut
timp de odihna. si ca intotdeauna atunci cand obosesc am simtit cum incepe sa
ma cuprinda o stare negativa, intrebarile care nu duceau la nimic bun au
inceput sa-mi apara in minte…
   reusesc sa marginalizez sentimentele astea intr-un mod asemanator cu al
tipului din "A beautiful mind". le stiu ca sunt acolo, le simt, insa refuz sa ma
uit spre ele si refuz sa le las sa se desfasoare.
   in conditii normale am grija sa dorm strictul necesar. in perioada asta insa
imi este foarte greu sa fac asta si de aceea incercarea de a tine deoparte
trairile astea devine din ce in ce mai dificila.
   mai am inca doua nopti. n-am mai fost deprimat de ani de zile si categoric
n-am de gand sa incep acum.

Nickelback – Rockstar

I’m through with standing in line
To clubs we’ll never get in
It’s like the bottom of the ninth
And I’m never gonna win
This life hasn’t turned out
Quite the way I want it to be

(Tell me what you want)

I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me

(So what you need?)

I’ll need a credit card that’s got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet

(Been there, done that)

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me

(So how you gonna do it?)

I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name

’Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ’cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
(I’ll have the quesadilla on the house)
I’m gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
(So how you gonna do it?)
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name

And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial, well

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I’m gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills from a pez dispenser

I’ll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
lip sync ’em every night so I don’t get ’em wrong

And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

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